November 2010
1 post
Who is Tess Taylor?
Star of Pretty Wild, and Kaitlyn’s new idol. She may be a hot mess sometimes, but she’s gorgeous, and crazy, and I love it :)
August 2010
1 post
Phobias
So, a few of my friend’s got in a car accident about a week ago, and we decided to go see them that night at the hospital. I haven’t been to a hospital in awhile, and I had a wee bit of a panic attack. So I am convinced that I have a phobia of hospitals, and I tried to find out what it was called. I didn’t find it, but I did find these absolutely ridiculous phobia names..
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July 2010
1 post
Falling Slowly.
“Words fall through me, always fool me.”
The things you say and do, fool me so.
I feel like an idiot for believing everything you say.
Don’t lie to me please.
I’ve got this sinking feeling that you are going to tear me apart.
“Take this sinking boat and point it home.”
If you want to hurt me, don’t.
Just let me go while I’ve still got...
June 2010
4 posts
Be real.
I am so sick of everyone’s bullshit.
I’m done with your lies and secrets.
I’m beyond tired of your fucked up opinions and your ridiculous judgements.
Everything you say, the things you do, they just hurt.
You’re hard and cold and I can’t handle it.
You’re fake and fucked up and I want no part in it anymore.
Can you even feel anything?
I’m done. Have...
Uncontent
Here we go again.
It’s like a never ending cycle.
I’m so happy one day,
and bored out of my mind the next.
I swear I need a circus to follow me around to keep me entertained.
I’m tired of routine. What do my days consist of?
Work, uhm, work, and then, you guessed it, work.
I’m tired of doing nothing but working. It drives me crazy.
The only break in my work only...
Perfection
You are the definition of perfection.
I can tell you anything, you make me feel like I’m really worth it.
You believe in me and support me when others don’t.
I sleep best when I’m in your arms.
I love all your crazy accents, and you make me laugh till my face hurts every time I am with you.
Although things feel perfect, there is one problem…
I am absolutely terrified...
Things are a changing.
The world is forever turning, and I am forever changing.
I change with the seasons, I change with the time.
Maybe someday I will catch up with myself.
But I doubt it.
Hopefully writing down my constantly changing thoughts will help.
We will see. :)